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Days without cutting: 760 (or 2 years and one month) [Last updated 4/21/14]
whose arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved.
this becomes almost deeper when you think of non-romantic loves too
I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t.
The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)
Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix.
You almost convinced me I mattered.
If you still talk about it - you still care about it.
I’m sorry that i have no energy and I’m sorry I’m depressed and can’t sleep at night and I’m sorry that when I do fall asleep I sleep until 3 and I’m sorry I’m no fun to be around and I’m sorry I’m so insecure and can’t eat the same food you do and im sorry I’m going no where in life and have no reason to even wake up.
Parking Lot of the Personality Disordered (source unknown)
You punish yourself for being yourself.
I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.